bleah. the past week has been horrible. a math is getting worse.. I HATE RELATIVE VELOCITY. its SO SO SO SO confusing.. bleah. and i have not touched the laptop in a week! until yesterday of course cos i was gonna do the
YET blog.. hehhe. i think it's quite cool. so proud of it.. LOL.
oh guess what. the subject combi selection form came in the mail a couple of days ago.. i hope i choose the right subjects. i feel quite hesitant to take econs cos i havent done it before and i'm at an disadvantage cos the girls already know what its all abt from the previous year.. right. so. when i enter at yr 12. its gonna be crazee. bleah. at least ive got a consolation. i'm taking media studies! (: so i feel better at least.
monday's the paper. bleah. i hope i've studied enough. HOPE HOPE HOPE (X
and founder's day is coming really soon.. then national day then prelims. PRELIM!! i'm not ready. and so many people are starting to drop subjects. BLEAH. jiaen dropped bio, shuj dropped chem. NOT fair. i wanna drop geog. ): oh sighhh. i have to start working hard for it.
bleah. every day seems to be passing so quickly. so hard to stop and enjoy everything that god has given me. instead i keep grumbling that life is unfair and life cant get anyy worse. endless procrastination. i wonder when i'll actually start to think about god first before my studies. i remember last year i used to pray ferverntly first to make sure everything i study will stick in my brain cells and not just diffuse away. but then this year i havent done anything of it. i've just been looking only at my books.
i'm so so so guilty.
a shout of praise.
8:07 PM
